Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Trent Reznor: the 'dweeb outsider' who has found his niche

Trent Reznor has been called the ‘dweeb outsider’ by director David Fincher, who also reveals that the Nine Inch Nails’ frontman was the only musician he wished to collaborate with on the soundtrack to his critically acclaimed film The Social Network.

 He says that the synthesizer sound was the perfect instrument for the world of the internet. “I thought the only guy I knew who could take the hum of it, the drone of it, the pneumatics and the booting up – all this stuff with these weird sounds and also understand the horniness of being the dweeb outsider was Trent.”

 When Fincher called him up Reznor’s first reply was ‘no thanks’, the director reveals. “I thinks he was exhausted at that moment in time and I think he felt that he was going to have to drive the thing somehow – and I think when he saw the sequences he sort of thought ‘wow, I just need to interpret what the envelope is for this sonically’.”

 Reznor was in the process of winding up Nine Inch Nails and already had other projects in the pipeline such as a TV mini-series named Year Zero for HBO, based on Nine Inch Nails' 2007 album of the same name.

 He is also putting together a new group, How To Destroy Angels, with his wife Mariqueen Maandig and releasing an album early next year.

 Talking about working with Fincher, Reznor says: “When I actually read the script and knowing David was involved - and David brings a level of excellence to what he’s interested in and what he works on - I knew this wasn’t going to be what I feared it could be in lesser hands. [And it became]: How can I help change people’s preconceived notions of what a Facebook movie is — the same feeling I myself had when I first heard of it …. It’s not about Facebook, so much. It’s about people and greed and creation and entitlement. It’s not about how people use Facebook, necessarily.”

 On the process of scoring his first full-length movie, Reznor says: “I wanted to make it something that inched up the drama a little bit. And darkened the mood. Because I think there’s a great sense of betrayal and greed that runs through this film that I kind of wanted to play up.”

 Pretty much from the beginning Reznor, well, nailed it. “I went off into my laboratory for a few weeks with Atticus [Ross], my conspirator, and just generated a bunch of sketches … Somehow we got it right almost the first time. [David] didn’t have a constructive criticism because he was blown away in trying some of these out in different scenes. I would like to say it was genius, but it was probably luck.”

 Reznor’s dark, edgy score is perfect for a film that will be viewed as defining a generation. It’s a modern day tale of greed, inspiration, friendship and envy - played out to a rich, operatic soundtrack composed on the synthesizer.

 As well as cementing his reputation as a film composer, Reznor is also working on a remastered version of Nine Inch Nails’ 1989 debut album Pretty Hate Machine, which is slated for release next month.

 He is also not afraid to experiment with social media and has been at the forefront of the digital revolution, notably by putting up albums on torrent sites (Ghosts) and releasing the soundtrack for The Social Network through Amazon Deals programme.

 Twenty-one years after he gave us his first sonic experience, Reznor continues to inspire and create; love him or loathe him you certainly can’t ignore his enigmatic presence in our world today.

Monday, October 25, 2010

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Lies, paranoia and jealousy on the internet's social networks inspire Hollywood

'From the Facebook film to movies about internet predators and treachery among friends, cinema is waking up to the importance of this new aspect of many people's lives'

Here's a link to the above story from Sunday's Observer.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/film/2010/oct/24/easya-social-network-chatroom-catfish

My screenplay deals with this exact subject, I'm currently seeking funding, have a producer and director involved, but open to offers and collaboration etc.

"This new appetite for using the internet as a plot device is clearly a response to the growing significance of social networking sites."

I'm on the money with this.

email: tony.myers@me.com

This life

Date: 25 October 2010 06:14
Topic: This life
Awake. It’s 6am and I’m in York, at my parents’ with my children, in my old bedroom in a traditional two-up two down terrace house near to the station.

This is the house I grew up in and was desperate to leave from aged 16. I got out and against all the odds and being equipped with only a secondary education managed to make something of myself. It was hard, but there are many more people I know whose childhood was much worse than mine. We were poor, but at least there was some kind of loving, and it’s only by coming a parent that I realise the problems my mum and dad went through. I gave them a hard time, but t could have turned out much worse, in the end they are proud of me and I of them.

Back in York this weekend I went to a reunion, loosely based on the music scene in the city in the 80s for all those that hung out at the Roxy nightclub. The evening was a reminder of why I had to leave and do something with my life. At the time there were a lot of Goths, I was never a Goth and I didn’t really identify with many of the musicians, we were more indie/punks.

The reunion was full of ageing Goths and a mx of the weird and wonderful that made it a very vibrant scene back in the 80s. It was good to catch up, there were some genuinely interesting and good people that I enjoyed chatting to. Many were still locked in their own little worlds, some still chasing the dream and you could tell they hadn’t travelled far - spiritually, emotionally, creatively.


I had this theory that York with its walls and narrow streets is almost like a prison, it locks you in. It’s a lovely city, a great place to live - lots going on so why leave? I am immensely proud of where I come but i always possessed a knowledge that to make something of my life I had to leave my hometown - take a risk, the same way as Joyce and Beckett had to leave Dublin.

I am now on the verge of taking another risk with my life, I really don’t know how it will turn out, but coming back home gives me strength because I remember the times when I had nothing and there really was nothing to lose. These days my circumstances are different, I have children, responsibilities, and I wonder if in my own way I am still chasing a dream?


Can I ever change anything, would it be better if I had stayed in York led a quiet life, being content with my lot? People I met the other night appeared content - was that through ignorance or choice?

I don’t know, I can only speak for myself on this matter. I have made this life and this life has made me, it’s the only one I’ve got so I better make the best of it.

Monday, October 18, 2010

There is a reason

Date: 15 October 2010 08:56
Topic: There is a reason

Well, yesterday I resigned from the Guardian. I have accepted the redundancy offer, which is quite generous, but begs the question what am I going to do with the rest of my life?

Working as an editor on the Guardian was a lifetime achievement, but for many reasons I was never truly happy. My life has been full of challenges, I have taken risks before and it has always worked out. The challenge now is to survive, not blow all the redundancy money, be a reliable and good father to my lovely children.

When I leave there will be a period of flux, things are not going to be as they were, but it’s been a pretty shitty year so I had to change something. Where I am going to live? I don’t know. What am I going to do? I don’t know? Exciting and scary and I shall have to rely on my intuition to see me through.

I leave my flat in January and will go to California for a few weeks, that much is certain. I need to refresh, recharge and find a new perspective.

Journalism will see me through, I have no doubt I will find freelance work and am already building contacts to get some work lined up for next year. There maybe a couple of permanent job opportunities, which would bring security - but do I really want that? Why leave the Guardian?

My screenplay is where I am focussing my energies at the moment and could be something that points to a new career, a new direction. I am re-drafting for a micro-budget, it is going incredibly well and there is funding available in November of up to £100k. I am working hard on getting a proposal together. I have a producer to help me with a budget, I have a director, have a named actor in mind whom I can get the script to when it is ready.

Should I be successful with obtaining funding then I shall pay myself a reasonable amount for my work and next year will be focussed on getting the film produced.

That’s the plan anywhere.

Keep calm and carry on.

Friday, October 15, 2010

There is a reason

Well, yesterday I resigned from the Guardian. I have accepted the redundancy offer, which is quite generous, but begs the question what am I going to do with the rest of my life?

Working as an editor on the Guardian was a lifetime achievement, but for many reasons I was never truly happy. My life has been full of challenges, I have taken risks before and it has always worked out. The challenge now is to survive, not blow all the redundancy money, be a reliable and good father to my lovely children.

When I leave there will be a period of flux, things are not going to be as they were, but it’s been a pretty shitty year so I had to change something. Where I am going to live? I don’t know. What am I going to do? I don’t know? Exciting and scary and I shall have to rely on my intuition to see me through.

I leave my flat in January and will go to California for a few weeks, that much is certain. I need to refresh, recharge and find a new perspective.

Journalism will see me through, I have no doubt I will find freelance work and am already building contacts to get some work lined up for next year. There maybe a couple of permanent job opportunities, which would bring security - but do I really want that? Why leave the Guardian?

My screenplay is where I am focussing my energies at the moment and could be something that points to a new career, a new direction. I am re-drafting for a micro-budget, it is going incredibly well and there is funding available in November of up to £100k. I am working hard on getting a proposal together. I have a producer to help me with a budget, I have a director, have a named actor in mind whom I can get the script to when it is ready.

Should I be successful with obtaining funding then I shall pay myself a reasonable amount for my work and next year will be focussed on getting the film produced.

That’s the plan anywhere.

Keep calm and carry on.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Calling Card

Arrived back in London last night after two weeks holiday with my children. It felt strange to be back in the flat - seems there’s more space here than in the former marital home. My ex was in Amercia on some kind of shamanic quest. As mentioned previously money is tight but I took the kids camping, and for the rest of the time we hung out in the house, played cricket in the park, frsibee etc - went to the cinema, went on walks etc, simple pleasures and my children didn’t seem to mind. My daughter was invited to various sleepovers - and both her and my son and friends for sleepovers. Even cooked pancakes one day - and baked a crumble made from berries picked in the garden.

I thought/wanted to bring them to London for a few days but in the end I simply couldn’t afford it. London costs big time and they would have ended up in the flat in front of the tv or computer most of the time, so we stayed in the west country, enjoyed the fresh air.

Been back in the house was claustrophobic, it’s tiny for one and little privacy, but at ages 12 and 10 my kids are are gaining semi autonomy and are happy to go off an play with friends, which suits me as I got time to write- or read. I also kept up my yoga practice, abstained from coffee for a full fortnight - and still have not touched alcohol.

I have promised them if I make some extra money I will take them away, maybe later this year - certainly next year.

I also got an iPhone4, couldn’t afford one - but can I afford not to have one? Can sync all data with my Macboook Pro - I even have a screenwriting app for it, so it made sense. I need to be organised with contacts etc and it seemed the best solution - especially as my old crappy phone died on me.

So I am back at work today; I have a fairly easy week but really concentrating on the ‘business’ side of my first screenplay, provisionally called CROCODILE EYE. I have a meeting with a developer as part of a National Film and Television programme - have sent it to a couple of actors to read and for feedback so must chase their comments. My screenplay is a manageable 81 pages at the moment so space to develop plot and characters, the structure may also need some work. It felt good to take a break from it, I must now concentrate all my efforts on selling/producing it as it may well be my calling card into the industry.

My new screenplay seems much easier to write, mainly because I took time to work on a structure, I am 12 pages in and the process has been incredibly easy. Having a structure as allowed me to concentrate on the characters and dialogue.

It has been a happy exercise in escapism so far as I am totally in the story and it’s a joy to return to it.

Apart from coffee there is nothing in the flat so I must source breakfast from outside - ie the staff canteen so going to go to work early. I am looking forward to cycling across London and picking up the vibe of the city again after my little west country sojourn.

Sunday, August 08, 2010

Old Man and the Wood

My children are my inspiration. I am separated from their mother so time with them is precious. I have a girl and a boy, 12 and 10 respectively and they are wonderful, I am so proud how they have adapted to the new circumstances, they are bright, funny, creative and energetic. It helps that the marriage break up was amicable and I am still on friendly terms with their mother, despite our differences. I write this from the family home, she is away and is letting me stay here with them - I have also given up my flat in London for her when she needed it for a weekend. It’s that kind of relationship and not many couples are fortunate to have that understanding after a break up. When I have my children (every other weekend, as they live quite far from London) we have fun and stimulating times exploring London, going to galleries and exhibitions or simply hanging out. I enjoy showing them another world, different to their small market town in deepest Hampshire.

Last week we went camping together in Wareham Forest, Dorset. Like many families budgets are tight this year and it was all I could afford. No matter, we have been camping together for the last three years since the separation and always enjoy it. This time was a bit different. We stayed on a campsite with not much for entertainment apart from an outside heated outside pool. There were of course lots of walks to be had, bike trails etc (we didn’t take bikes) and we actually camped in the woods. The campsite was peaceful. It was a relief to be out of contact with the world for a few days - I switched my phone off, and of course left my Macbook at home so no emails, Facebook updates or twitter. The children were equally bereft of TV, computer, PSPs etc for four days - although my daughter kept her mobile with her at all times.

It was just the three of us and a pack of cards, cricket set, boules and a frisbee. These past four days were a simple joy. We spent time in the pool and indulging in all the above activities, hot chocolates at 10pm, stories, reading in the tent and lights out. We swam together and went on walks, I cooked dinner every night on the cooker - and because they are now at an age where they are more independent the children could go off and do their own thing without me; giving me some time to recharge.

I work as a journalist in London so quite a demanding job and it’s easy to suffer from information overload. I have also written one screenplay, which is in development and my time is constantly spent emailing pitches, obtaining feedback, editing, rewriting, reading screenplays etc etc.

On holiday I only took one book ( I usually have several on the go at once) Boredom by Alberto Moravia, an author I greatly admire, and a notebook. I also took the decision to not drink alcohol or coffee during this time - it is now over a week since I have imbibed either and I feel so much more energised. I drank organic tea while away and continued my yoga practice.

What happened next came as a surprise as while been fully engaged with my children over these four days away I came back with an outline for a new 90-page screenplay. The creative process was as such: I would wake early sit outside the tent with a brew for an hour or so alone with my thoughts and slowly and unforced ideas would come - characters, plot, scenarios etc. I should confess that the original story is an idea I already had wrote a mishmash of 90,000 a few years ago. Using this as my research I would slowly sketch out a structure, either sat by the pool while the children swam or simply snatching quiet moments. I didn’t force anything, sometimes I would read my book. The process was slow, at times I felt like Santiago in Hemingway’s Old Man and the Sea, each day he goes fishing, even though he knows the likelihood of bringing in a catch is remote. He endeavours for something like 80 days (I forget) before he is rewarded, but even then his victory turns into a defeat of sorts as he has to wrestle with a giant Marlin and then when he kills it the fish is devoured by sharks.

Unlike Santiago I did not have to wrestle with my catch, ideas flowed naturally, sure I had blocks, felt like abandoning the idea thinking it was a waste of time, but in my own silent way I persevered with it and slowly the plot, characters, structure fell into place - I came back with a beginning middle and end of an original screenplay that I feel excited about.

Been around my children without doubt helped the process, but what I discovered is to the best way to work is simply go away, get out of your usual environment, keep it simple, have no expectations, avoid all distractions such as phone and emails etc and listen to your subconscious. After all writing is really thinking, and if you don’t catch anything this time maybe next time, or the next, like Santiago if you have to keep trying, it those that give up who ultimately come away with absolutely nothing.

Coffee and alcohol are optional; for me I felt like cleansing my body and mind. Both drugs have played a part in my creativity before, what I discovered is that they weren't essential to the process and I do feel so much better, clearer, sharper, I am also sleeping longer and deeper. I have my children for another week, and while back in the modern world I am continuing the vibe of writing when I can but my main priority is and always will be them: because without them I am nothing.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Antibes Juan-les-Pins




Antibes Juan-les-Pins has been attracting writers, poets and artists for well over a century. Its original Greek name was 'anti polis' – the city opposite – in reference to its location across the bay from Nice.

Today, it is more likely to be called a city of opposites because old Antibes was a favoured hangout and source of inspiration for creative types. They came for its stunning natural light, ancient ramparts and buildings, the tranquillity of its pine groves and beaches, and because it was also a place where one could live on modest means if one were really struggling.

The flip side of this dichotomy is that Antibes also enjoys an equally keen reputation as a summer playground for the rich and famous. Juan-les-Pins, with its exclusive beach restaurants, designer shops and high-maintenance clientele, has more in common with its glamorous neighbour Cannes, which it faces across the water, as if turning its back on the hoi polloi on the port side.

I was in Antibes on a budget weekend to check out the new Picasso exhibition at the renovated Musée Picasso in the old town and to discover part of the city's exotic allure that had attracted so many artists and bohemians in the past.

When the artists started coming here at the beginning of the last century, Juan-les-Pins was a small fishing hamlet, perfect for setting up your easel on the beach or renting a cheap cottage as a retreat to write in. In the early days French writers George Sand, Gustave Flaubert, Guy de Maupassant and Jules Verne were regular visitors as were the artists Claude Monet, Raoul Dufy and Eugène Boudin.

Then came the luxury hotels and a casino attracting high-rollers such as Ernest Hemingway and F Scott Fitzgerald who found their own sanctuary in newly built villas owned by wealthy Americans and British expats on the Cap d'Antibes.

These days most of the pine trees have disappeared and Juan-le-Pins is the kind of place where you don’t just get burned by the sun. If you are not careful this place will seriously leach your euros – a beer and a coffee in one of the fancy terrace cafes cost me €11.40 as I sat and watched a procession of pampered pooches with their owners promenading along the seafront on a Sunday afternoon.

Even in the best of times this part of the world can be ridiculously expensive, and economically at least we are in the worst of times – so I quickly decided this was certainly not the time or place to act the playboy.

To save cash I had taken the bus from Nice airport (fare €1, the number 200 to Cannes) instead of a taxi which would have cost me at least €50 one way. Easyjet fly direct to Nice from Gatwick for as little as £33 one way.

The bus service is very reliable and roughly every half hour and will drop you in the centre of Antibes. The journey takes about about 40 minutes and also runs on Sundays.

Hotel La Jabotte is both affordable and close to the beach and within walking distance of old Antibes. Last year it was featured in the Guardian's Top 10 European seaside hotels. [e]

Out of season you can get a room for €64 a night. Each room has been individually decorated Provençal-style and open onto an inner courtyard with orange trees where breakfast and evening cocktails are served in the summer. The hotel also displays local artists' work throughout the year.

Juan-les-Pins and Le Vieil Antibes are connected by Boulevard du President Wilson. It’s a 30-minute walk between the two areas and it is in the old town of Antibes where I find what I am looking for. On this side of the city you get the impression that people work for their money rather than have the money working for them. It’s no less affluent of course, just less pretentious.

During his stay in Antibes, Picasso worked in a studio in the chateaux Grimaldi, which had become the city's archaeological museum. It occupies a site high above the old town overlooking the Mediterranean, perfectly suited for Picasso, who drew on the city’s rich Greco-Roman past and the influence of the sea for a series of new paintings that he donated to the museum.


The city was so thrilled by his gift it renamed the chateaux Musée Picasso. Over 23 paintings and 44 drawings can still be seen in the spot where they were originally created, along with a permanent exhibition of other works of modern art. Entrance to the museum is €6, free for U-18s. There are bilingual talks and workshops running during the summer.

Chateaux Grimaldi and the little cathedral next to it dominates the old quarter, where a maze of cobbled streets wind their way down to the harbour. Here there are no chic holiday flats overlooking the Mediterranean, but apartments clustered together within the city walls, their balconies precariously poking out to sea and framed by pastel-coloured shutters.

This quarter felt lived in; in any one of the cafes or restaurants in the market square you are as likely to find yourself sitting next to a fisherman or boat repairer, or indeed artist, as you are a tourist or member of the bourgeoisie.

The Provençal market is open every morning and is where the locals buy their fresh produce. To save money I bought lunch there – tomatoes, a fresh baguette, pate, cheese, ham and fruit – for a few euros and went to the sandy Salis Beach near my hotel. This is a public beach and used by working families. It’s clean and well maintained and has showers dotted along the shoreline.

Skim your eyes across the intense blue of the sea and in the distance, beyond Nice, you can see the white tops of the Alps. The hotel provided beach towels, and I spent a pleasant afternoon, reading, musing and writing.

JG Ballard, author of Super Cannes 2000 among other works, was a frequent visitor to these shores as were many other writers, most famously Graham Greene, who wrote several novels during the time he lived in Antibes from 1966 to 1990, including Travels with My Aunt and the Honorary Consul. Many of his books were set in Antibes itself such as Chagrin in Three Parts, in which he writes about one of his favourite haunts, Cafe Felix.

The cafe is still there today, occupying a prime spot by a gate in the old ramparts, with a view of the harbour. What makes Cafe Felix interesting is the sense that it has not changed since the afternoon Greene strolled in and ordered his last dry martini.

The interior was dark panelled and still reeked of cigarette smoke; despite its location the place was empty when I visited and the patron who, when I asked if he remembered Monsieur Greene replied with a blunt 'oui' ,watches you like a hawk from just inside the doorway. A local told me that he is reluctant to sell the premises, hardly opens it for business and has no interest in trading off Greene's name.

Greene lived in a non-de script apartment block on Avenue Pasteur in the centre of town. There is a plaque dedicated to him by the entrance to the building and that's it; gone and almost forgotten.

Around the corner from Cafe Felix is Heidi's Bookshop, one of the largest independent English language bookshops in Europe. There has always been a strong British contingent in Antibes, many of the expats work on the boats. Unfortunately its second-hand prices are not very competitive and new titles cost five or six pounds more than in the UK.

Another way to spend a pleasant couple of hours and discover more of Antibes without spending money is to follow the Painters' Trail across town. Reproductions of nine paintings have been framed and placed in the exact spot from where the artist painted the scene.

On the trail you will see work by Monet, Picasso and Raymond Peynet, a famous French illustrator who lived in Antibes and like Picasso has a museum named after him. For the princely sum of €3 it is well worth a visit if only to get another perspective on this culturally rich and beautiful maritime city.

No trip to Antibes is complete without a visit to its unique absinthe bar, the Balade en Provence, which also doubles as a 'museum', although 'shrine to the green fairy' is perhaps a better description.

The purveyor of this long-forbidden drink that has inspired artists to seek a new perspective for their work is Frederic Rosenfelder, who runs the bar, cum, museum, cum shop with his son Daniel. Access to the absinthe bar is either through the shop or a side door in the city's original Roman walls. As well as a fine collection of water fountains and other absinthe memorabilia, the Rosenfelders have an eclectic mix of hats that drinkers can try on while taking the wicked water.

Frederic is a goldmine of information on the history of the drink and its customs.
Absinthe was prohibited in France in 1915 but was legalised in 2000 and is now enjoying a renaissance. He revells in the pleasure it brings his customers and encouraged me to sample the libertine at 76% proof, but there were more hardcore absinthe on its well-stocked shelves.

Dinner was the classic moules frites and a couple of beers for a reasonable €15 in a cafe by the market square.

The Provence night sky twinkled above the illuminated medieval buildings and evoked images of a Van Gogh painting. Old Antibes wears its jewels with style and dignity and this sophistication is captured in the joie de vivre of its nightlife.

The bars, cafes and restaurants are just as likely to be frequented with locals as tourists. Although the scene is lively there is a certain decorum that everyone adheres to and one that you just don't find in English seaside towns.

After lamenting the weakness of sterling in Antibes' bars, the following morning I set off for a walk around the Cap d'Antibes to clear my head and fill my lungs with a blast of sea air. When Monet came to paint here he wrote: “It's so beautiful here, so clear, so bright! You swim in the blue air it's terrifying.”

For one euro the bus will take you to the beach at Plage De La Garoupe, where the coastal path starts or you can walk along the Boulevard de Bacon and stop and admire the view that so enraptured Monet – and see the painting he made of it.

I was heading to the famous Hotel Eden Roc, where F Scott Fitzgerald, his wife Zelda and Hemingway used to whoop it up in the 1920s and where suites cost €900 a night.

The coastal path is a gentle climb through wild jasmine bushes along a steep rock face. There is a safety barrier for most of the walk and the views of Antibes' marine and mineral world under the early summer sun are both resplendent and invigorating. After walking for 50 minutes I had reached the tip, the coastal path carries on all the way around to Juan-les-Pins, but I had a flight to catch.

The private fragrant pine grove of Hotel Eden Roc and the path down to the beach that Fitzgerald wrote about in Tender is the Night would have to wait for another day, as would the heated sea water swimming pool and the chauffeur driven Mercedes S Class to whisk me to Nice airport.

I was going back to get the bus and as I walked through the the middle of the Cap d' Antibes, along Boulevard John Fitzgerald Kennedy and its magnificent mansions and villas, I too felt spoilt because Antibes is that kind of place; it gives and it takes.

I was envious not of the rich and their villas and fancy hotels but of the artists and writers that came here and found inspiration for their work and also the ordinary folk that make their living here.

There is a plaque in Place du Saffrainer inside the old town that reads: “I fear nothing, I want nothing, I am free”. The words come from Nikos Kazantakis, author of Zorba The Greek and the The Last Temptation of Christ. He also lived nearby.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Beautiful Losers

Beautiful Losers (Revolver Entertainment)

Trailer

The film starts in New York City in the early 1990s, before mayor Rudy Giuliani's reign and the city's zero-tolerance campaign. The streets are mean. Cop cars burn on the corners and riots and murders are a regular occurrence.

Against this daily dose of civil unrest a disparate bunch of young skateboarders, surfers, punks, hip-hop and graffiti artist descend on the city. One of them, Aaron Rose (also the director of Beautiful Losers), rents a derelict storefront in the then rough and ready Lower East Side of the city, calls it Alleged Gallery and begins curating shows and parties from the premises.

Artists, musicians and writers meet up, swap ideas put on joint art exhibitions, making the venue a hip place to hang out. As Rose says, 'the only goal was to have fun and share stuff with our friends'.

Beautiful Losers is about growing up and finding an identity, and at the same time transforming a subculture without losing its non-conformist ethos.

It focuses on eleven artists and the underground scene in New York at that time. The artists featured are the epitome of geek-cool, a quirky group driven by freedom and innovation.

They are do-it-yourself artists with little or no formal training or influence from the establishment. They appear as happy spray painting walls and subways or decorating skateboards as putting on more 'formal' exhibitions.

Slowly, their reputation spreads and their work now permeates the mainstream as personal stories are interwoven, relationship are formed, some lasting, and there is also a tragic end to one supremely talented artist, Margaret Kilgallen.

Many of the artists went on to huge commercial success, designing album covers, film credits, fashion and making TV adverts for Pepsi and Volkswagen.

They didn't become beautiful sellouts. The film is above all a testament to their friendship, which is as strong as ever. Although set in the arts scene you don't have to be an artist to understand this film, it is surprisingly unpretentious and full of warmth and character, and is guaranteed to inspire.

The film is shot on digital in that edgy hand-held way with a ripping score by sometime Beastie Boy Money Mark. The film is also cut with archive footage of the young artists when the city was theirs for the taking.


Beautiful Losers is out on DVD after a short run in cinemas

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

My friends, my children, my art

It's been quite a while since my last post, and I'm not sure of the reason why because i enjoy writing this blog. I think i hit a bit of a trough creatively - and work has been monumental of late, sucking up whatever energy I have.

Anyway, I have been inspired by friends Al and Olly who have given me encouragement -and also Pete Townshend, a fellow blogger. I had a few days off and built a little home page to put my poetry on, which I'm quite pleased with - and also signed up to myspace. I am still writing and editing my book and enjoying the process. I have also been writing new poetry and plan to give some reading of my work in London.

Domestically, we've had problems with the children's school and had to move them to a new school, which has been quite stressful, and also my wife and I have agreed to split up. I'm looking to move into London as soon as possible. At the moment we are focussing on the children and making sure they are settled then sorting out the money side. This saddens me and is not what I want, but we both agree it is pointless carrying on the way things are. We are and will remain good friends, so who knows what the furture will bring?

I remain as always optimistic, and i take strength from my friends, my children, and my art.

Monday, September 11, 2006

Totally crap, but good crap..

This blog is turning into a monthly, instedad of a daily. I'm going to have to change the format after writing it for over a year now. The blog was supposed to be a journal of the writing of my book, and it's been a useful tool and has been a motivation in itself. The book is still very much alive, although I'm not getting as much time and head space to devote to it as I would like.

I've just finished an intense period at work and hopefully things will quiten down a bit. I'm also involved in a court case with an ex landlord regarding a deposit. Gathering evidence etc has been hugely time consuming but I intend to win the case so I have got to put in the effort. I'm actually looking forward to the case as he is a crook and an arsehole and I intend to have him.

My son has started playing rugby and it's a joy to go and watch him practice. I bought him hia kit at the weekend and he was totally made up. I also worked on my vegetable patch, planted some leeks, which was satisfying. At the moment I'm trying to get finance for a car - and I've almost cleared all my debts, which is an achievement.

Watched The Descent at the weekend - a horror film about six women potholing in north carolina, or some godforsaken place. Totally crap, but good crap..

Monday, August 07, 2006

Beowulf

After three weeks' leave I'm now back at work and entering another busy, but exciting time. The magazine I work on is being redesigned and we're switching publishing software, which means I'm training for the rest of the week. Apart from the first week when the children were still at school I didn't really get a chance to write, but I didn't get too stressed. My energy was focussed on the children and we had a brilliat time last week camping on the Devon coast. It was a first for all of us and it proved a great holiday. The highlight of which was catching mackerel and cooking it for breakfast on the last morning.

This morning I was back on the train jostling for a seat, but managed to write, it is my best and only time and if I can manage two hours a day while I commute then I'm happy. On holiday I picked up an old copy of Beowulf, which I've read once but enjoying it again. The structure of the old english poem is interesting - ie time is irrelevant and is not in any chronological order. I also watched David Lynch's Mullholland Drive which has the same diachronic treatment and is an inspiration for my own writing.

It's good to be back in London, the city always inspires me.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

A work in progress...56

The children have been off school so not much time to devote to writing this week. The heat in southern england has been intolerable so even on a night, when the kids finally go to bed, it's been impossible to work and we've been going to bed early. I have mangaed to do a bit of revising and I have written a press release for my friend Al's new album, which he is happy with. I managed to go swimming on friday, but no time for yoga. It's been full on with the kids and it's been fun. We've been to the beach, cinema (Pirates of the Carribean 2), park to play football and on a long bicyle ride in the country. Next week I'm taking them camping on my own in Devon, we've begged, borrowed and bought the gear and we're really looking forward to it. It's only for four days and is very much a trial to see if we can rough it!
I'm going into London tomorrow to hear a preview of Al's album and also check some proofs of the redesign for the magazine. I'm back at work the following monday and hope to resume my writing.
I'm trying to get a copy of Balzac's Unamed Masterpiece and have been listening to Schoenberg. The writing is still very much alive, time, as always, is the problem.